Over

I was always around, you never called me down
I was always there, but did you ever care?
I know I was broken, but you never saw
That was how I felt, all alone
In an empty shell

I took you for granted, thought you’d always be there
But I know better now, I guess you just didn’t care
I found it quite hard to believe
That you could do such a thing to me

I loved you
I wanted you
I had you
But still you went

Tell me, what were you thinking, just walking away?
Tell me, did you even need to do such a thing?
Tell me, do you think that I would ever heal?
Hardly

Do you know what you did?
When you left me hanging
You killed me, murdered me, tore my heart out of me
Don’t tell me you didn’t know
Don’t tell me it wasn’t all too obvious
Because you saw it
And, oh yes, I felt it so hard

I may not understand, why things have turned out this way
But I do know one thing; this is what I have to say
That we were never meant to walk this world, without each other
We should be together, forever
I trusted you, told you all that I knew
You took it all, but left an empty heart
You finished the book, read all the chapters that were there, then you threw it away, like you just never cared

I loved you
I wanted you
I had you
But still you went

Tell me, what were you thinking, just walking away?
Tell me, did you even need to do such a thing?
Tell me, do you think that I would ever heal?
Hardly

Do you know how much I missed you?
Do you know how long I cried myself to sleep every night?
I think you did, but you just closed your eyes to it
You deafened yourself to my pleas
How could you do it?
How could you even think of it?
I loved you, more than you could ever know

I loved you
I wanted you
I had you
But still you went…away

Tell me, what were you thinking, just walking away?
Tell me, did you even need to do such a thing?
Tell me, do you think that I would ever heal, again?
Hardly
Hardly
Hardly, no
Hardly

Copyrighted © Mikhail

8^th September 2007