2 months...

IT'S been a full (almost) 2 months since i last posted. quite a lot has happened in that 2 months actually. i don't think i'm gonna be writing a whole long narrative. cos i realised that not many people do that for their blogs. haha. but oh well. i guess if i have to write an essay here i will :) i guess, all i want to say right now is that , sigh, i'm gonna be gone again. and i'm gonna be without you. i hope this isn't a precursor to what the future's gonna be like. cos i don't think i could take that...i'l only be back on new year's eve eve. and i'm leaving on monday. this sucks. you should be with me, but you're not. and now i'm dreading saying goodbye again. like i always do. like how i know you do too. it's gonna hurt. so much. for us both. that much, i'm sure of. it's just so damn unfair. all i'll have are pictures. and what ifs...not something very pleasant.

~Please don't be in love with someone else. Please don't have somebody waiting on you~