Rafflesia...

AFTER attempting to play badminton today, ive realised one thing. i need to WAKE UP and smell the rafflesias which are blooming in front of me, and stop deluding myself that they are beautiful, sweet-smelling roses. seriously. it'd be so much easier.

Pandemic?...

SO the latest news is that WHO has raised their pandemic alert to Level 5 (of 6), which means that a pandemic is imminent. right. i think we're also at orange alert already. which means that should a confirmed case in spore, schools will most prob close. if schools closed during SARS, and this is worse than SARS, then we can almost be assured that schools will close, sooner or later. its simple logic. dont refute me. haha. well, i really dunno wat the worlds coming to...everything seems to be happening in my generation: economic downturn, H1N1 ('swine' influenza) etc. what a trying time in history. and im sitting o levels this year. right.

Anywaym today was Chemistry SPA skill 3, which basically means u sit for an hour planning a viable experiment to investigate a chemical problem. i think i did quite ok. i got my molar calculation a bit screwed up, but if im lucky, cambridge'll take it as a hypothetical calculation, just to further justify my investigation. but i swear, never again will i forget that calcium has a relative atomic mass of 40. oh yeah, btw my JIEP trip to Shanghai in june has been cancelled, due to the current medical crisis. so which means that i can go for my NCC part A camp! yay! i love having camps in school. haha. esp NCC camps. may be one of my last. sigh. i cant believe 4 years has passed by so fast. i hate it. i wish we had longer. i barely had any time to enjoy with my friends. sigh. what to do?

Oh ya, today was my 2.4 for NAPFA. it was atrocious. so annoying. 12:40. how lousy is that? maybe i should retake next week... but seriously, it sucked so much. i think i'll go try train this week. oh yay, tmr is labour day. haha. thank god. i am in DESPERATE need of the respite. this week has been taxing. very. in fact, taxing is a gross understatement. emotionally, mentally, physically drained, exhausted, depleted. note the order of my welfare, and the synonyms. haha. its called diction. oh please, gimme a break.

I Do Not Hook Up...

Kelly Clarkson is the greatest artiste alive. I rest my case.

Mid-years...

I cannot believe it. MYEs are 10 days away. im so screwed. this term has just whizzed by. we're already halfway through the term. and i havent really felt anything going into my head. i mean seriously. all we've been focussing on is the stupid SPA skill 3. it just pisses me off. so much. i dun feel prepared for myes at all. well ive finished 1 round of mugging, next week is gonna be intensive revision in TYS and all that. sigh. im so jaded. god i love that word. argh. i hate midyears. i hate exams. i just want knowledge, for goodness's sake! who cares about exams? sigh.