School...

IT'S been 11 days since i last posted. so sian. so depressed. school gonna start soon. not looking forward to it. to a new environment, more adversity, more difficulties. yeah sorry the eternal pessimist has returned. school has that effect. i dunno how often i'll get to see my old friends, or meet up with them again. it's a whirlwind. everything encircles my mind. my mind encircles my conflicts, my worries, my apprehension. my heart, mind and soul whisper insidiously to me, birthing unpleasant images within my head, revolting realities, difficult truths. i am confused. i am deafened. their whispers transfigure themselves to insufferable ululation and screeching. their cold voices cut through my very being, bringing upon me a silent quietus. then, all is quiet. i hear nothing. it is over.