Lately...

YOU know bloggy, lately, i haven't had much to write about. and i've noticed this change effecting itself from the time i first entered JC. it's not very difficult to trace this life back. when i was in secondary school, my blog posts were so much more lively, and more sophisticated and interesting. now...they're just like outpourings of grief, with utterly substandard english and language usage. -.- i'm devastated. mortified. jaded. ahh my favourite word: jaded. oh well. what am i supposed to do about it you ask me? i have no idea. not the faintest inkling. :'( it causes such anguish and impels me to feel so morose...

Behind These Hazel Eyes! sorry, thats the current song playing in WMP, and its my ALL-TIME FAVOURITE song. sigh. ok random. i just spent 2 hours of my life cracking my head on GPP for PW with my group over msn...and it was super unproductive. on my part at least. oh well. i have now come to a blogger's block. haiz. what is my life coming to? all i see is work, work and more work for the next 2 years of my life. just now i checked the admissions for medicine (for the umpteenth time, yes) and this time i checked the grade profile of the 2009 cohort. 90th percentile? AAA/A. 10th percentile? AAA/A. how 'A'wesome is that? it means even the bottom 10% of the cohort had straight As. awesome. and then i'm thinking, hmm, a lot of NJ students had straight As. then i think, well they probably worked their asses off. which is NOT what i'm doing NOW!!! i'm. screwed. for. life. ~